愛を探しに (Instrumental)

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“愛を探しに (Instrumental)” is track 1 of KAF’s 深愛.

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Lyrics

The illusion I drank until I threw up,
Forcibly shoved into a leather case,
The doorknob I touched, like dry ice,
Eyes still searching for love, with eyeshadow,
Days like a light that turns on when switched off,
A device that transcends convenience to become a lethal weapon,
Words with an ego, warping from brain to mouth,
Reason, which stops it, breaks.
I stopped thinking about difficult things.
Poku poku poku poku... like this, like this,
Ei ei ei ei yā (curse)
To the signals and impulses transmitted instantly from the carotid artery,
Was there ever even a moment to answer Yes or No? (No, there wasn't.)
Both mind and limbs are defiled,
Until piles of corpses all turn to ashes,
Offer flowers in the direction the weathervane points,
A spider's thread on the path of worsening deterioration.
Just kidding,
Don’t curse me, Rescue me
All the 'now's I didn't choose become curses,
Saying 'I'll never forgive you,' pouring down on a rainy night,
The 'now' of laughing with you became my light.
In the critical season, again weaving curses, being cursed,
Forever until death.
Well, it can't be helped, right?
Like 'What will happen a year from now?'
The tower apartment made of futile questions and anxiety,
Swinging a bat to smash its windows at 4 AM,
The glass shatters as if mocking me,
It seems to fall here after Enma's judgment.
That's troubling—what should I do?
Poku poku poku poku... like this, like this,
Ei ei ei yā (curse)
Into a dream staining red velvet,
Pouring expired serum,
The terrifyingly fast-talking conductor's baton,
Freeze on the hexagram born from tangled strings.
Velvet curse
In the unraveling velvet, amidst overflowing curses,
I'll take both hesitation and regret with me,
All the 'now's I didn't choose become curses,

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