悔やむと書いてミライ

幸祜
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悔やむと書いてミライ appears on ARARE LIVE or a related official release. Entries are version-specific, keeping live, remix, and rearranged recordings separate from the original.

Lyrics

If you would stab me all at once
That would be nice, that would be nice
If you would stab me with absurd excuses

I threw it out as trash once
A lifetime hidden in the cuff
Unable to burn, it couldn't turn to ash

I want to die, I want to disappear, nothing more
I don't expect anything from a life like this
Thus I am tormented by dreams
A world blooming in a sealed-off past
Wounds that never heal, that aren't seen
Surely won't even form a scab
I knew it, ah
Regret is written as 'future'

Pretending to live while dying
Is that life? That's life.

Then why are we in this world
In this incomplete body
Still, we hold a heart

Surely with a squashed watering can
I tried to make flowers bloom, that's right
Didn't I scatter it on soil without a single seed?

So I skipped out, threw it away
Even this love like a trendy disease
Thinner than a fingernail tip
That shallow affection of friends
I don't know, and I don't want to know
Because there's no meaning beyond words anyway

Carrying wax for one way
Desperately trying not to let it go out
The faintly lit one inch ahead
That hole—whose falling mark is it?
That is life, the life we obtained
Ah, the very fact of being born
Was it a mistake?

I knew it
Regret is written as 'future'

I want to disappear, I want to disappear
I told myself so many times
Give me regrets so deep I can't even dream