悔やむと書いてミライ

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一いちichi思おもomoいiにniボクbokuをwo刺さsaしshiてteくれkureたらtara

If you would stab me all at once

いいiiのにnoniなna いいiiのにnoniなna

That would be nice, that would be nice

不条理ふじょうりfujouriなna御託ごたくgotakuでde刺さsaしshiてteくれkureたらtara

If you would stab me with absurd excuses

いいiiのにnoniなna いいiiのにnoniなna

That would be nice, that would be nice

いつかitsukaゴミgomiにni出だdaしshiたtaのにnoni

I threw it out as trash once

袖口そでぐちsodeguchiにni隠かくkakuしshiてteいiたta生涯しょうがいshougai

A lifetime hidden in the cuff

燃もmoやせyaseぬnuままmama灰はいhaiにniなれnareずzuにniいたんitanだda

Unable to burn, it couldn't turn to ash

死しshiにniたいtai 消きkiえeたいtai以上いじょうijouないnai

I want to die, I want to disappear, nothing more

こんなkonna命いのちinochiにni期待きたいkitaiはwaしshiないnaiさsa

I don't expect anything from a life like this

故ゆえyueにni夢ゆめyumeにni魘うなunaされsare

Thus I am tormented by dreams

塞せseいiだda過去かこkakoにni咲さsaいiたta世界せかいsekai

A world blooming in a sealed-off past

癒いiえeないnai 見みmiえeないnai傷きずkizuほどhodo

Wounds that never heal, that aren't seen

きっとkitto瘡蓋かさぶたkasabutaだってdatte出来できdekiやしyashiないnaiとto

Surely won't even form a scab

ボクbokuはwa知しshiってtteいiたta あぁaa

I knew it, ah

悔くkuやむyamuとto書かkaいiてteミライmirai

Regret is written as 'future'

生いiきるkiruふりfuriをwoしshiてte死しshiんnでdeいくikuのnoがga

Pretending to live while dying

人生じんせいjinseiかka 人生じんせいjinseiだda

Is that life? That's life.

そんsonじゃjaボクbokuらraはwaどうしてdoushiteこの世このよkonoyoにni

Then why are we in this world

こんなkonna未完成みかんせいmikanseiなna身体しんたいshintaiにni

In this incomplete body

未いまimaだda 心こころkokoroをwo持もmoってtteいるiruんnだda

Still, we hold a heart

きっとkitto拉ひしhishiげgeたta如雨露じょうろjouroでde

Surely with a squashed watering can

花はなhanaをwo咲さsaかせよkaseyoうuとtoしshiたta そうsouさsa

I tried to make flowers bloom, that's right

種たねtane一ひとhitoつtsuないnai土どdoにni撒まmaいiちゃchaいiないnaiかka

Didn't I scatter it on soil without a single seed?

だからdakara一いちichi抜ぬnuけkeしshiたta 捨すsuてteたta

So I skipped out, threw it away

この世このよkonoyoのno流行はやhayaりri病びょうbyouのnoようyouなna愛あいaiもmo

Even this love like a trendy disease

爪つめtsumeのno先さきsakiよりyoriもmo細ほそhosoいi

Thinner than a fingernail tip

そこsoko浅あさasaいi友ともtomoのno情愛じょうあいjouaiもmo

That shallow affection of friends

知しshiらraないnai 知しshiりriたいtaiことkotoもmoないnai

I don't know, and I don't want to know

どうせdouse言葉ことばkotoba以上いじょうijouのno意味いみimiなどnadoないnaiとto

Because there's no meaning beyond words anyway

ボクbokuはwa知しshiってtteいiたta あぁaa

I knew it, ah

悔くkuやむyamuとto書かkaいiてteミライmirai

Regret is written as 'future'

片道かたみちkatamichi分ぶんbunのno蝋ろうrouをwo持もmoってtte

Carrying wax for one way

消けkeさsaないnaiようyouにni必死ひっしhisshiにniなってnatte

Desperately trying not to let it go out

わずかwazuka照てteらしrashiたta一寸いっすんissun先さきsakiのno

The faintly lit one inch ahead

穴あなanaぼboこkoはwa誰だれdareがga落おoちchiたta跡あとato？

That hole—whose falling mark is it?

それsoreがga人生じんせいjinseiですdesu ボクbokuらra手しゅshuにniしshiたta人生じんせいjinseiなnaんnですdesu

That is life, the life we obtained

あぁaa 生うuまれmareたtaことkoto自体じたいjitaiがga

Ah, the very fact of being born

間違まちがmachigaいiだったdattaのno？

Was it a mistake?

死しshiにniたいtai 消きkiえeたいtai以上いじょうijouないnai

I want to die, I want to disappear, nothing more

こんなkonna命いのちinochiにni期待きたいkitaiはwaしshiないnaiさsa

I don't expect anything from a life like this

故ゆえyueにni夢ゆめyumeにni魘うなunaされsare

Thus I am tormented by dreams

塞せseいiだda過去かこkakoにni咲さsaいiたta世界せかいsekai

A world blooming in a sealed-off past

癒いiえeないnai 見みmiえeないnai傷きずkizuほどhodo

Wounds that never heal, that aren't seen

きっとkitto瘡蓋かさぶたkasabutaだってdatte出来できdekiやしyashiないnaiとto

Surely won't even form a scab

ボクbokuはwa知しshiってtteいiたta

I knew it

悔くkuやむyamuとto書かkaいiてteミライmirai

Regret is written as 'future'

悔くkuやむyamuとto書かkaいiてte ミライmirai

Regret is written as 'future'

消きkiえeたいtaiのno 消きkiえeたいtaiのno

I want to disappear, I want to disappear

何なんnan回かいkaiだってdatte言い聞いいきiikiかせkaseたta

I told myself so many times

夢ゆめyumeもmo見みmiれreぬnuようyouなna 後悔こうかいkoukaiをwo頂戴ちょうだいchoudai

Give me regrets so deep I can't even dream

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