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“私の在処” is track 9 of KAF’s 深愛.

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Lately I feel like I'm doing well
I should be properly handling what's entrusted to me
A life not as inconvenient as they say
It's okay, I'm doing fine
But, I wonder why
My smiling face feels disgusting
Before that, why am I even smiling?
I'm just pasting yesterday as it is
Repeating every day
Before I know it, only my shell is kept alive
The inside has stopped breathing
Numbers lined up in a world that abandoned color
Give an answer without mistake
Even if that leads to tragedy
Still, it's the correct answer
The heart only malfunctions
If you say it's unnecessary
Then why do you try tying it with a belt?
Did you attach it to everyone without fail?
It's only painful, only depressing
Because something like this is here
If it can be thrown away, let me throw it away
Because I'm still afraid of dying
I want everything to be meaningless, worthless, and disappear
Yet I think, cling, and wish pathetically
My fragments that fled from the blurred vision
May they be able to smile in a distant place
It's not me, yet it's me
It's not me, because it's me
I dig my claws into my heart and put it away in a box
So that worries cannot be spat out
As time passes, it rots and decays
They say it becomes as if it never was
Yet it remains without ever disappearing
Stubbornly, so much so that it's dear
If I give it a name and hold it gently
I end up thinking such things
No matter how precious things I treasured
That warmth I loved so much
If it's not needed, then right here, now
Kill all my emotions
Kill all my emotions
Make it so there's no distinction either
If we can become equally happy
See, now
No longer will I suffer, grieve, or laugh
No longer will I rejoice, thrill, or sing
The old fragments peeled off and falling
May the wind carry them away
It's not me, because it's me
It's not me, because it's me
My face reflected in the window was smiling properly
"I see, so you were able to go there"
This story ends here

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