僕は依存症 (Cover Live)

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僕は依存症 (Cover Live) appears on CANDY LIVE 3 (Cover Live) or a related official release. Entries are version-specific, keeping live, remix, and rearranged recordings separate from the original.

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現実げんじつgenjitsuをwo見みmiたいtaiだけdake

I just want to see reality

楽らくrakuにniしshiてte欲ほhoしいshiiだけdake

I just want you to make it easy

両りょうryouまぶたmabutaにniバツbatsuのno印しるしshirushi

Cross marks on both eyelids

ドクターdokutaaはwa言いiいiましmashiたta

The doctor said

“悪魔あくまakuma”はwa今日きょうkyouもmo笑わらwaraってtteいるiru?

Is the 'demon' laughing today as well?

最後さいごsaigoにniそれsoreをwo確たしtashiかめるkameru

To confirm that at the end

揺ゆるyuruいiだdaカka一いちichiテンten

The swaying curtain

サインsainするsuru手てteはwa震ふるfuruえeたta

The hand signing trembled

僕ぼくbokuはwa依存いぞんizon症しょうshouにniなったnatta

I became addicted

君きみkimiというtoiu名なnaのno後遺症こういしょうkouishou

The aftereffect named you

付け回つけまわtsukemawaさsaないnaiでdeくれkureよyo

Don't follow me around

形かたちkatachiのnoないnai温ぬくnukuもりmori

Formless warmth

そのsono手てteはwa幽霊ゆうれいyuureiかka

Is that hand a ghost?

それともsoretomo冷つめtsumeたいtai火傷かしょうkashou

Or a cold burn?

誰だれdareにniもmo罪つみtsumiなんてnanteないnaiさsa

No one is at fault

君きみkimiをwo映うつutsuすsuこのkono眼めmeがga悪わるwaruいi

These eyes that reflect you are wrong

抱かかkakaえeたta膝ひざhizaがgaねne 離はなhanaれreなくnakuなるnaru

The knees I hold won't let go

泡沫ほうまつhoumatsuまmaほろばhoroba 曖昧あいまいaimai 夜明よあyoaけke

Ephemeral utopia, vague dawn

そのsono細ほそhosoいi首くびkubiをwo締め付しめつshimetsuけるkeru 悪夢あくむakumuをwo見みmiてteしまったshimatta

I had a nightmare of strangling that slender neck

荒すさsusaんnだda部屋へやheya中ちゅうchuuにni笑い声わらいごえwaraigoeがga響ひびhibiいiたta

Laughter echoed throughout the desolate room

大好だいすdaisuきkiだったdatta 笑い声わらいごえwaraigoeだったdattaのにnoni

It was a laugh I loved so much, yet

僕ぼくbokuはwa依存いぞんizon症しょうshouにniなったnatta

I became addicted

ドクタdokuta一いちichiにni渡わたwataすsu同意どういdoui書しょsho

The consent form I hand to the doctor

二にni人にんninでde分け合わけあwakeaったttaメモリmemori一いちichi

The memories we shared together

いつかitsukaらraかka僕ぼくbokuだけdakeがga

At some point, only I

大人おとなotonaにniなってnatteいiたta

Had grown up

それでもsoredemo君きみkimiはwa笑わらwaraってtteいiたta

Even so, you were laughing

首くびkubiをwo傾かたkataげgeないnaiでdeくれkureよyo

Don't tilt your head

理解りかいrikaiなんてnante出来できdekiやしyashiないnaiからkara

Because you can't understand

コメカミkomekamiのnoずっとzutto奥おくokuがga痛いたitaむmu 疑心ぎしんgishin

Deep in my temple, it aches - suspicion

消きkiえろero消きkiえろero 何なんnan度どdo 唱となtonaえeたtaだろdaroうu

Disappear, disappear - how many times did I chant?

神格しんかくshinkaku化かkaしshiてteたtaのnoはwa僕ぼくbokuだda

It was I who deified you

ゆえにyueni神かみkami殺ごろgoroしshiのno罰ばちbachiをwo受うuけよkeyoうu

So I will accept the punishment for killing a god

現実げんじつgenjitsuをwo見みmiたいtaiだけdake

I just want to see reality

楽らくrakuにniしshiてte欲ほhoしいshiiだけdake

I just want you to make it easy

両りょうryouまぶたmabutaにniバツbatsuのno印しるしshirushi

Cross marks on both eyelids

ドクタdokuta一いちichiはwa言いiいiましmashiたta

The doctor said

“悪魔あくまakuma”はwa今日きょうkyouもmo笑わらwaraってtteいるiru?

Is the 'demon' laughing today as well?

最後さいごsaigoにniそれsoreをwo確たしtashiかめるkameru

To confirm that at the end

点滴てんてきtentekiのno雫しずくshizukuがga落おoちchiたらtara

When the drip falls

夢ゆめyumeをwo見みmiるruだけdake

Just dreaming

僕ぼくbokuはwa依存いぞんizon症しょうshouにniなったnatta

I became addicted

君きみkimiというtoiu名なnaのno後遺症こういしょうkouishou

The aftereffect named you

付け回つけまわtsukemawaさsaないnaiでdeくれkureよyo

Don't follow me around

形かたちkatachiのnoないnai温ぬくnukuもりmori

Formless warmth

そのsono手てteはwa幽霊ゆうれいyuureiかka

Is that hand a ghost?

それともsoretomo冷つめtsumeたいtai火傷かしょうkashou

Or a cold burn?

誰だれdareにniもmo罪つみtsumiなんてnanteないnaiさsa

No one is at fault

君きみkimiをwo映うつutsuすsuこのkono眼めmeがga悪わるwaruいi 悪わるwaruいi

These eyes that reflect you are wrong, wrong

押おoしshi潰つぶtsubuさsaれreてteいくiku心こころkokoroとto体からだkarada

My heart and body being crushed

ドクタdokuta一いちichiお願おねがonegaいi 右目みぎめmigimeをwo還かえkaeしshiてte

Doctor, please, return my right eye

左目ひだりめhidarimeをwo還かえkaeしshiてte あのano日ひhiにni還かえkaeしshiてte

Return my left eye, return me to that day

お願おねがonegaいi

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