沈丁花
Winter daphne
犬槐
False acacia
禊萩
Bush clover
山桃
Wild peach
拝啓
To whom it may concern —
僕の願いよ 未来よ
My wishes, my future —
絶え間ない後悔よ
my ceaseless regrets —
体感
What I felt —
八度五分の夢は
a dream of eight degrees five
軈て散ってしまった
has in the end scattered
無花果
Red currant
犬槐
Goldenrod
禊萩
Blue fleabane
山桃
Dream-mouse tree
伊吹麝香草
Thyme
酸塊
Red currant
衝羽根空木
Deutzia
麒麟草
Goldenrod
瑠璃雛菊
Blue fleabane
夢鼠木
Dream-mouse tree
仙翁
Rose campion
再啓
Once more, I write —
君の想いは 憂いは
Your feelings, your sorrows —
回る感情論は
the spinning theories of emotion —
半径
still trapped within
八十五分の世界に
a world eighty-five minutes in radius
囚われた儘
still trapped there
本音を挿し罅割れた今日を
Planting true feelings into the cracked-open today
溢れた一切に
into all that overflowed
薪を焼べて風に乗せて
Burning kindling, sending it on the wind
錆びた空を彩る
to paint the rusted sky
燻んだ日々を丁寧に
The smoldering days, carefully adorned —
飾った花は直ぐに枯れてく
the flowers soon wither
愚鈍な僕は夢から覚めて
Dull-witted, I wake from the dream
縋った意味も無い無い無いな
No meaning in clinging — none, none at all
君が僕にくれた声も色も
The voice and colors you gave me
揺るぎない愛情も
your unwavering love
二人きりの空に光った星も
the star that shone in our sky for two
疾うに散ってしまった
have long since scattered
難儀の末のモノクロの疲弊に
In the monochrome exhaustion after the struggle
季節は色褪せて
the seasons fade
熱を帯びて鈍く膿んで
Heating up, dully festering
擦れた街に零れる
spilling onto the worn-out streets
荒んだ日々を丁寧に
The desolate days, carefully traced —
辿った先に花が咲く筈
flowers should bloom at their end
利口な君は夢を見た儘
Clever you, still inside the dream
悟った振りで水を注いだ
Pretending enlightenment, you poured the water
木漏れ日の中に
In the light filtering through the leaves
柔らかく咲いた花は
the flower that bloomed softly
雲の上で 違う星で
above the clouds, on another star
夢の先で揺れてる
sways beyond the dream
燻んだ日々を丁寧に
The smoldering days, carefully adorned —
飾った花は直ぐに枯れてく
the flowers soon wither
愚鈍な僕は夢から覚めて
Dull-witted, I wake from the dream
縋った意味も無い無い無いな
No meaning in clinging — none, none at all
不毛な日々を丁寧に
The barren days, carefully
綴った紙に花を描いた
on the paper I filled, I drew a flower
不遇な僕ら夢に敗れて
We the unfortunate, defeated by our dreams
誓った筈も無かった事にした
vows we never made, erased as if never spoken
沈丁花
Winter daphne
犬槐
False acacia
禊萩
Bush clover
山桃
Wild peach
伊吹麝香草
Thyme
酸塊
Red currant
衝羽根空木
Deutzia
麒麟草
Goldenrod
瑠璃雛菊
Blue fleabane
夢鼠木
Dream-mouse tree
仙翁
Rose campion
沈丁花
Winter daphne
犬槐
False acacia
禊萩
Bush clover
山桃
Wild peach
伊吹麝香草
Thyme
酸塊
Red currant
衝羽根空木
Deutzia
麒麟草
Goldenrod
瑠璃雛菊
Blue fleabane
夢鼠木
Dream-mouse tree
仙翁
Rose campion