Overview
CITI appears on CREAM PUFF LIVE or a related official release. Entries are version-specific, keeping live, remix, and rearranged recordings separate from the original.
Lyrics
虚ろな our relationships
Hollow our relationships
灯りもない闇の中を 走りだす 当てもなく 止めどなく
In the unlit darkness, I start running, aimlessly, endlessly
代わり映えのない日々 going on
Monotonous days going on
崩れた formula, action & replay
Broken formula, action & replay
代わりのない命溶かし 生き急ぐ 死に急ぐ 切り刻む
Melting irreplaceable life, rushing to live, rushing to die, cutting it to pieces
ありきたりな歌に消えて fade out
Fading into a cliché song, fade out
世界はもうとっくに色褪せた
The world has long since faded
仕方なしに網膜をも濁らせた
I've even clouded my retina out of helplessness
明日にしか希望を見出せない
I can only find hope in tomorrow
きっとそこに待つのは淀んだ未来
Surely waiting there is a stagnant future
曖昧な言葉で心を誤魔化して
Deceiving my heart with vague words
麻痺した感覚で必死に pump up & spit out
With numbed senses, desperately pump up & spit out
繰り返す幼稚な comedy
Repeating childish comedy
"まだまだ足りない"
"Still not enough"
自分が誰なのかさえも分からなくなれば 枯れた心と世迷い言
If I don't even know who I am, a withered heart and delusional words
何度目の半透明の幻想に欺かれた
How many times have I been deceived by translucent illusions?
The poor people 毒されて嘲笑う
The poor people poisoned and sneer
書き殴ったオートメーションは 止めどなく流れる mention
The hastily scribbled automation, an endlessly flowing mention
に埋もれて crescendo
Buried by it, crescendo
空になった何かを贖いたくて
Wanting to redeem something that became empty
足掻いた結果 変わらないステータス
After struggling, an unchanged status
虚ろな our relationships
Hollow our relationships
灯りもない闇の中を 走りだす 当てもなく 止めどなく
In the unlit darkness, I start running, aimlessly, endlessly
代わり映えのない日々 going on
Monotonous days going on
崩れた formula, action & replay
Broken formula, action & replay
代わりのない命溶かし 生き急ぐ 死に急ぐ 切り刻む
Melting irreplaceable life, rushing to live, rushing to die, cutting it to pieces
ありきたりな歌に消えて fade out
Fading into a cliché song, fade out
可視化してない価値だけじゃ意味ない
It's meaningless if it's only value that isn't visualized
価値観 判断基準が揺らいだ
Values and judgment criteria have wavered
曖昧に濁したバイバイに I like my one
To a vaguely clouded goodbye, I like my one
って言えなかった大体が散乱
Most of what I couldn't say is scattered
惨憺たる運命 気まぐれのアガペー
Wretched fate, capricious agape
憐れみ給え この御霊で笑えば
Have pity, if I laugh with this spirit
Ever 得られなかったレガシーさえもこの手に what's up, crap, crap, going on
Even the legacy I never obtained, in this hand, what's up, crap, crap, going on
作り笑いのストレスをトレース
Tracing the stress of a forced smile
オートで流れる音と同化
Assimilating with the automatically flowing sound
幸か不幸か 童話の中
For better or worse, inside a fairy tale
俯瞰すれば勝ちならもう all over
If looking down from above means winning, then it's already all over
持たざる弱者に好都合な showtime
A showtime convenient for the have-not weak
新しい黄金律に性懲りもなく執着
Obsessively clinging to a new golden rule without learning
全肯定で前頭葉が麻痺したパラノイア
A paranoia whose frontal lobe is paralyzed by total affirmation
Extreme じゃなきゃ感じない ecstasy
I can't feel ecstasy unless it's extreme
砕けて can't identify
Shattered, can't identify
明日を待ち続け call it on
Keep waiting for tomorrow, call it on
傷つける 当てもなく 止めどなく
Hurting, aimlessly, endlessly
消えた自分を取り戻す journey on
To recover the lost self, journey on
薄れて so far refraction flow
Fading, so far refraction flow
誰かに罪の意識投げて
Throwing a sense of guilt onto someone
生き急ぐ 死に急ぐ 切り刻む
Rushing to live, rushing to die, cutting it to pieces
ありきたりな歌に消えて fade out
Fading into a cliché song, fade out
虚ろな our relationships
Hollow our relationships
灯りもない闇の中を 走りだす 当てもなく 止めどなく
In the unlit darkness, I start running, aimlessly, endlessly
代わり映えのない日々 going on
Monotonous days going on
まだ癒えない傷 溢れてく水
Unhealed wounds, overflowing water
どうしようもなく 割れた容器に注ぎ込む
Helplessly pouring into a broken container
枯れた花は誰のため?
For whom is the withered flower?
"まだまだ足りない"
"Still not enough"
